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yeslordmyking · 8 days ago

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Psalm 1:3 — Today's Verse for Monday, January 27, 2025

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cairafea · 1 year ago

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he makes this joke every time.

#sissel #yomiel #ghost trick #ghost trick phantom detective #ghost trick spoilers #art #my art #fanart #comic #halloween 2023 #bad horrible pun this joke has to have been done to death already #you wouldn't believe how long it took me do to the ghost world on god #all done in the mac equivalent of ms paint btw. yes those transparent people were painstakingly drawn by hand.#sissel thinks he's hilarious but it's not like anyone can see his jokes. his talent is being WASTED.#there's a reason sissel is purple yes.#the kids go “nice costume” to yomiel every time. he's not wearing a costume.#depending on when you think this takes place it's absolutely hilarious #pre-canon? dead man answering the door (interrupted from plans of revenge) and getting his fashion sense annihilated by preschoolers.#post-canon? catsitter forced by wife to go answer the door and getting verbally destroyed by kids because she knew it'd be funny #deserve #no watermark or signature because i forgot again. and because it'd look out of place #the big brain play is to make a joke so bad they won't wanna steal and reupload your stuff anywhere #took off the halloween tag bc there are GT spoilers

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rosykims · 3 months ago

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thinking about how that solavellan ending actually Works for lavellans who want that hopeful ending but arent as forgiving abt the whole situation as veilguard presented it. and i do think in ashara's case, yes, she goes with him out of love, but more so out of duty. post trespasser she drops the name lavellan in favor of her family name, dhavise, since her place in the clan had already been cast into question and her allegiances with the chantry/solas are cause for doubt as to whether she's even welcome back anymore. but i think by the end of veilguard she's reaffirmed her identity as Lavellan no matter what, and truly does see herself as the Keeper of not just her own clan but of her whole modern people, and with that rekindled purpose she chooses to watch over them all by way of watching over fen'harel. protecting them by protecting him from himself. which ironically is the reason the dalish HAVE keepers in the first place

#oc: ashara #datv spoilers #datv #tay plays datv #sorry but we're doing solavellan tag essays again i fear #i am so :))))) abt lavellan's capacity to be for solas EXACTLY what varric was for rook in that prison #a guide. a reminder. an anchor. a hope.#started from the bottom (''fen'harel ma ghilana'') now we're here ("ar ghilana fen'harel'') !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway the way i imagine the prison situation is that its exactly like any other place in the fade. changeable depending on emotion #and interpretation and point of view.#i think regret is so powerful as a prison lock bc anyone who believes themselves to be a god lacks the self awareness to even FEEL regret #so it WORKED for the evanuris. but it didnt work for rook because they arent a god and facing regret IS possible for them! and then like #the solas ending where he says “i am a GOD” Guarantees he cant escape bc hes PAST that point. the neutral ending leaves it open to anything #but the redemption ending is the one where he most clearly reaffirms that he is NOT a god and so the capacity for him to impact the walls #by facing its nature and by extension his OWN nature is... hopeful :) so i think its probably gonna look like it did in the game for a whil #but it will heal as he does :) im picturing a little house where everything seems a little bit brighter day by day #and when regret creeps back in and the fade reflects that then lavellan is there to fix it. and fix it again. and again and again if needed #until it finally DOES look like the way that end mural presented it. dare i say the black city goldened ...........

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gingerswagfreckles · 26 days ago

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Dude I'm pretty sure half of jumblr are atheists. I've never seen any posts here even implying that only christians can be atheists. Who the heck is telling you that???

@legendarycatlover Man you know I started to write something nice and thoughtful out about this before I just decided I'm done arguing with people about this after like 6 hours. You are literally the 17th person to argue with me about this today. Most of the people who have sent me messages have in fact literally been insisting that 100% no ifs and or buts about it Atheists are all culturally Christian and 4 blocked me when I said nope not true there are Jews who will rip your head off if you even mention anything spiritual around them, diversity of culture is amazing. There has been a very clear and overt effort since around 2015 in liberal/leftist circles to frame full throttled atheism as something that purely exists as a trauma response to cultural Christianity. People decided serious 100% no spiritual beliefs at all Atheism is #cringe as a backlash to the 2011 reddit "checkmate religious people" jerks, and we have never recovered from it. This is not at all particular to Jumblr but Jumblr is certainly not exempt from it at all. If this is so baffling to you maybe just search the terms atheism and jumblr and try to find some posts about atheism that don't mention cultural Christianity? Or just block me like I suggested in an earlier post because I'm really getting sick of this.

#gingerswagfreckles #many of the atheists you are referencing are in fact agnostic people who call themselves atheist #which is fine except for how many of them get super uncomfortable when it becomes clear that someone absolutely does not believe in god #or anything period the end #and start justifying this discomfort by talking about cultural Christianity #and how the Annoying Militant Atheists are all culturally Christian #which is false #of course this isn't everyone? jumblr has many full blown atheists who don't frame full blown atheism as a culturally Christian thing #but that doesnt change the fact that this extremely broad internet trend that has been around since about #2015 is just as present in jumblr as it is everywhere else #if you dont notice it maybe its because you dont read posts about atheism?#because it isnt important to you #but it is extremely important to me thanks #and like yeah few people will say gun to their heads that there are NO Jewish atheists but this is what is implied in how they talk about #atheism. and they do often overtly say that the ~annoying~ kind of atheists are only culturally Christian #which is not only also not true #but also their definition of the ~annoying~ atheism #ranges dependant on the person from just #actual atheist who wont pretend they might abstractly believe in god #to atheist who will aggressively mock anyone with any spiritual beliefs at all #but guess what. atheist jews can span that whoooool range #like i promise their are jewish atheists who are as militant as the most militant ex Christian atheists and denying this is just ridiculous

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reinedeslys-central · 8 months ago

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when it's been so long since you've read a fic that you forget about it and you find it in the search tags and start reading it again

and it's great, if a little familiar, but you've read a lot of these sorts of fics bc you like this tag a lot, so you assume it's nothing

but then the deja vu starts adding up and you start to wonder

and then moments before the great big Plot Twist Reveal happens you're suddenly like ah hell this is the bloody sundial fic again isn't it

smh this has to be the fourth time yet

#not that I don't love that fic bc I do #but also this is quite funny to me #have I made this post already? I don't remember #mdzs fic #time travel fix it #I love that tag #iceberg tags under see all #bc sm of the fandoms I'm in have such messed-up backstories that it works #it's funny. like for the media that doesn't have as dark backstories ttfi doesn't really make sense (although time loop might!!)#mdzs and st go perfectly with it as does hp (ew)#pjo not as much bc the big bad stuff (for the most part) happens much further down the line in canon than in the first few chapters #like. b99 and idk descendants of the sun or haikyuu wouldn't really work #ik it doesn't HAVE TO but I've also noticed this trend where ttfi is more common in fandoms where it's somehow plausible by the magic syste #haikyuu just does not have that magic system lol (for example)#whereas jjk? maybe. aot? probably not physically/magically but it's got such a messy timeline that at this point why not honestly #tbf the second time I read that fic I did get legitimately surprised by the plot twist #pjo #percy jackson #stranger things #atla? maybe. like it would be weird but still sorta plausible using spirit shenanigans #hp and mdzs by way of their 'hard' magic system side - wards/arrays and the like #pjo by the gods ig?? so kinda like atla with the deus ex machina and not exactly soft nor hard side of their magic systems #cinematic universes? depends but for the marvel ones it's plausible for studio ghibli idek man for kpop music videos sometimes.#not tagging hp lol #terfs dni #like literally if you've made it this far down my notes already if you're a TERF please just fuck off or block me or smth #anyway anyone know about monsta x?#they have time travel literally baked into their concept so I bet there's time travel fix it tropes over in that fandom #I don't really touch rpf these days so idk #if you have any good recs you can argue for I'd be willing to try them ig?

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anaalnathrakhs · 9 months ago

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love this part of my life where the things that are difficult but challenging and good for me are things i can stop and skip and halfass, but the things that are difficult and painful and pointless are the things i have to live with no matter what

#school and home life are too much to handle so i skip school #because i cant kick my parents out #and appartments cost money #and i dont have a car to sleep in #i could maybe try to dig up my old childhood tent but that brings a whole host of logistic questions + im scared and it's difficult #anyway. it's fine. it's cool. i just have to hold on until i graduate high shcool and then ?????#find a way to live without my parents money OR scholarships #all for some nebulous end goal of having a job (the only field i'm interested in and good at offers two options:#to become an academic #or to become a freelancer #i do not have the fortitude to be an academic and being a freelancer is convoluted and pays like shit)#i might've spent 24h without my parents occasionally if i spent the night at a friend's place once or twice recently #but besides that the last time i've gone 48h without my parents was when the mental health center organised a week camp uhhhh...#two summers ago #incredibly good for my mental health as you can see #god i remember like... years ago. around 13yo maybe or 14. a guy. i dont know if he was a mental health professional or like social cases #but anyway he told me ''you're too afraid to be away from mommy and daddy'' and it made me want to rip his eyes out #several other people have implied or suggested that too over the years and it's just #am i too dependant on my parents? yes. will it be difficult to take my independance? yes.#does it means i don't both rationally recognize and feel that this is really fucking unhealthy and hindering for me #on top of being unpleasant?#FUCK NO #i want out my guy. there's just not many opportunities for an already mentally ill teenager #now that i'm eighteen i have to grapple with the logistical problems of the money needed and how to continue my education #and im sure a billion more if i start searching a little more seriously #perhaps i should kill myself that way i don't cost anyone any more money #broadcasting my misery #vent

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rabbithaver · 4 months ago

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every so often i will see a post from a leftist on this website that is so egregiously ableist that i remember that like. oh yeah the userbase of leftists on this website is violently anti-disabled people and will jump at any chance to demonize any of us for any reason. i just forget that fact because i'm extremely dedicated to curating my space

i'm paraphrasing here but i saw a post that said, "every time i see an American [disabled person] mention being scared about the election because they're afraid of losing their benefits i have to laugh. anybody who wants blood-soaked money from the US government deserves to starve" which. like. goodness that's a lot to unpack. i think we should burn the whole suitcase instead !

#i inserted [disabled person] because they used a fucking slur instead and i didn't want that in my post #like i feel like there should be room for disabled people like me whose lives literally entirely depend on accessing said >#> extremely limited benefits in conversations about whether voting in this election makes you complicit in genocide #which like! i do understand. i do. it's nauseating to think about what this shit ass country is doing. it's horrific. i do not blame anyone #> for not wanting to be a part of that. *and* i am also terrified for my own life because i remember the first time trump won it suddenly >#> became IMPOSSIBLE for ANYONE to get on benefits. EVER. and so many disabled ppl i know went to renew benefits theyd had for decades >#> just to be denied. one of whom was a below-the-neck paraplegic. he died because he lost those benefits!!! because trump won #i really do understand why people dont feel right voting for harris. or why they don't vote at all. i truly do. but holy shit i am so scare #and yes! i am aware that people in palestine and gaza are suffering so much worse. and i wish i could change that #but every single person in power in the US is pro-israel and eagerly drinking the anti-palestine kool-aid. no matter who wins >#> things will not change in that part of the world. and it is infuriating. when the revolution comes this will change. but it hasnt.#the revolution will not save me as a physically disabled person. it will not save any of us. we do not matter to leftists. i am sorry but >#> this is the one thing i have learned after being in leftist spaces for over 10 years. and posts like the one i mentioned prove it #so i am very sorry. i really am. for being physically disabled. but i cannot survive another 4 years relying on my parents for everything #if trump wins i will be killing myself. this is a promise. i cannot do that again #i know it makes me a bad person to be afraid that harris will lose. but people on the left already think i'm a bad person for being disable #i want the genocide to stop. i absolutely do. i also want to survive. i am terrified that the US leftists will sacrifice disabled people #like me so they can feel good about being put in a real life trolley situation #again. im sorry. im so fucking sorry. i wish i was a better person. i wish i was able to give more. i know that if i was just a good #person i would be able to have a job and give to every palestinian gofundme on my dash. i would be able to do more than my daily clicks >#> and reaching out and calling representatives that don't care. if i was a good person i would be able to convince my parents that z*onism>#is deeply fucking racist. and that israel is wildly racist and killing palestinians for fun. if i was a good person i would be able to make #>them leftists too. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry im not good enough. im sorry that im scared. im so scared and it's not right for me to be #when so much worse is going on because of this countrys bloodlust. im sorry that im benefiting from being born here i dont want to be #im sorry for not having any other options. if i was a good person i know i would have them. im sorry. god im sorry im so fucking sorry

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rainingincale · 4 months ago

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#ok im making one more dot post and then i am (hopefully) getting off tumblr and going to bed #liam payne #death #i do suggest not reading tbh because its just gonna be waffle. anyways #ive distanced myself from the boys for years for a multitude of reasons. mainly that they did things that disappointed me and i realised the #way i was attatched to them was unhealthy. so for the most part i listened and enjoyed the music and didnt pay Much attention to anything #else. and like liam. i always liked him in the band days because to me he was the underdog. the underappreciated and probs less stanned one #out of all of them. and when youre a fan i do feel like a lot of us just wanted them all to be appreciated. idk. but anyways yeah i did feel #for him. due to him backgroud growing up. his talent. etc etc. even though he wasnt my fav. and even when he did something wrong my teenage #self still defended him like my life depended on it. (embarassing) anyways. his solo music while it was not my fav i still occasionally #enjoyed. its just over produced pop like it was fine and i found it fun. in terms of him as an actual person by this point in his career i #didnt pay attention to him or the others that much anymore #and like. yeah as of recently as more stuff came out about him being kinda weird and rude and abusive 🙃🙃🙃 that was kind of the final #straw for me! like in terms of me giving a fuck about him. if he eventually came around cool but i wasnt gonna wait around for it.#god this whole thing feels so dramatic but i need to get it oit or i Know i will not be at peace lmao anyways #so yeah come to hearing about his death which. i hear about because of trin lovell on twitter like. shsvshs. anyways my reaction was #disbelief and just... nothing? like i said in my brain i had just disregarded him honestly. and even now i still just feel speechless.#to summarise my feelings. fuck him for how he treated his ex and probably other women as well. but also. he was my boy. he'll always be a #part of me. and it feels weird that hes just. gone. he suffered a lot with addiction and pressures etc and its just. sad that hes gone now.#that he never got to get better. and he wont get the chance to. im sad for his family. and anyone else thats gonna be affected by this #im always gonna remember him.#and thats all i have to say. honestly part of me feels SO dramatic for even typing all this out but here we are.#if anyone has read this far and wants someone to talk to im more than happy. and also just wanna make clear that i am fine #le text post

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chibishortdeath · 7 months ago

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Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!

And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!

#we’re cooked #we’re doomed #idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn #I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much #apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man #m a n #especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs #doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man #how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell #and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful #I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen #I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress #it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know #we’re fucked #we’re screwed #I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess #if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap—#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess #fuck fuck fuck anyway #not putting this in the main tags #definitely deleting this later #if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um #literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened #oh we’re really in it now Simon #hell world #there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything #I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it #not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure

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thegreatestheaver · 7 months ago

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reblog to slap her bald head

#my art #my ocs #imach quality MIGHT be ass🔥 but whatevs #her weapon is a jjk refrance btw .. if anyone even cares …#toji’s epic sword thing that he used to [REDACTED] gojo is called the inverted spear of heaven :]#it nullifies cursed techniques yay so that’s why Adonai’s sword does the same 👍 but with just .. extra powers(tm)#like classpect powers u kno.. basically u would only have ur physical strength n shit left. all weapons you wield also loose their effect #if ur super weak then it’ll last one minute ! then up to six depending on how strong u are #it can also be re-inflicted as many times as they deem necessary #umm what other Adonai facts do I have #ouhg yes they like wing flight better than god tier flight cos their extra wings help them do CRAYZEE aerial moves😎#think of how a cheeta’s tail helps it make really sharp turns n stuff. like dat #I calculated his height based off how tall Mary is haha she’s 6’1 and I have a rlly old height comparison picture of them #her and Mary are moirails btw :D or at least they were until .. the incident #😁😁😁#they’ve always been a dersie (LAAAAAMEE!!!) since I created them but I was thinking of like how sollux dual dreams 🤨 liek #they r a little different since . it’s just one fucked up guy and idk how it would work LMAOOOO but . I decided. it doesn’t matter #like. At all. since the dreamself died LOOOONGGG before canon #Adonai might b my most well thought out oc tbh #I could yap forever abt him ok enough yapping. my head hurt

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fadeintolight · 2 months ago

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pont pont vesszőcske

#this year just feels weird. im selfishly not saying ~rawr so awful or tragic #because there are things ive achieved this year that im proud of and that were long due #im so happy i did that masters course and im so glad i landed a job that pays well even though its torture on my nerveous system #my mind is forever free from academic guilt and pressure #and i can afford things that nourish my soul and body when they werent accessible before #so this is the firm acknowledgment of the fact that im lucky and have an objectively good life #part of which i was given and nice parts i actually worked my ass off for #and for the first time in my life im at a stage where its all … freestyle?? lmao like ok girl you did the things now find new things to do #and theres none hehehe just human connections that are harder to build than a cv or a thesis defense and doesnt only depend #on the effort i put in #but also on how the stars and planets are moving or idk #plus i just remembered how my sister told me that the reason why i kept procrastinating on my diploma was bc it was an excuse to not grow u #and now the universe is kicking my ass all year to make me realize that i need to change and grow and build a life i could settle in #because this bitch!!!! took 3 of my 4 closest friends and made them move countries and get married or in one case just simply get over me #and not to make everything about me but its how humans work okay so ofc im internalizing a lot of other tragedies as new signs #from the universe screaming at me #to get away from the parasocial bonds that give me so much joy but also affect me too much #like LAUGH AT ME all you want but ive been wanting to see ts live since 2009 #and the only thing that kept me up in exam season at 4am was me and my friend sending outfit inspos to each other #like its silly i know but when that show got cancelled and i was hysterical i kneew the lesson was to grow up and stop investing so much #into lovely but also relatively short moments of my life #because i should be able to #look forward to other things after graduating than the eras tour but i WASNT okay #and i dont have to elaborate on how liam’s passing has been affecting me/us so i wont #but fuck that was a cruel reminder - to make things about me again- that though i can talk about this with friends on my phone #until my retina burns out or melts or idk what retinas do #i still dont have ANYONE in my phsyical proximity who would understand this pain and thats partially on me #and then my 85+yr old grandma got covid AGAIN for the 3rd time and my god she got better but in case i forgot she wont be with me forever #and i reached the tag limit so thats it anyway weird year very weird dont know what it wants from me #to the void

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agayconcept · 18 days ago

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#oh my goD could my mother stop stealing all my fucking stuff for even 1 fucking week jfc #im gonna scream #she thinks that bc she's the one paying the majority of the rent and is technically my caregiver bc im too disabled to do certain chores etc #that she is simoly entitled to everything in the apartment and can do whatever she wants #steals my food steals my drinks steals my products steals my laundry card etc #now she's stealing my clothes and pyjamas #the fuck dude #i have severe skin allergies and have very selective clothing i can wear w/o a painful reaction #and now she's just. taking that too #the same way she takes the select few foods that don't set off my issues or allergies and steals the drinks that keep my blood sugar up #and steals the unscented hypoallergenic products i have to use #it never fuckin ends this woman is so self-absorbed and arrogant i rly cannot handle it sometimes (most times)#the irony is that she's a teacher and regularly works with kindergarteners who can understand 'don't touch what isn't yours'#and gives regular lectures to her students of all ages about respecting other ppl's belongings and never assuming u can take something #gives a big ol spiel about attentive listening and boundaries and respect on a daily fuckin basis from 8 am to 8 pm for her 2 teaching job #then comes home and immediately disregards that to take everything that isnt hers / disrespect my belongings and space #and yell at me when i tell her not to / get mad at her for doing it #ma'am.#ur 5 yr olds understand this. so do ur 8 yr olds. u r 60 MF YEARS OLD WHY CAN U NOT COMPREHEND THIS #nah actually the worst part is that she *does* understand it. she simply doesn't care #she would never do this to anyone else just me. bc im disabled and a burden and she hates having me depend on her for things.#idk if its vindictive or bc she feels like i owe her for basic care and decency or if she just enjoys lashing out like a petty bitch #i stopped trying to figure it out a long time ago #all i'm fucking asking is for her to STOP STEALING MY SHIT #is that so much to beg for. is it #ugHdjddjsk #someone find me a wall i need to bash my head against it #(or maybe hers. that might be better)#ask to tag #negative

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constantlyquestioningg · 22 days ago

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the great thing about having my exams on thursday and friday is i have the rest of that week to revise

the problem is that thursday and friday are the afternoon of the week, and as such the exams don't feel real or important until monday or tuesday (the morning of the week)

#i have not revised for these exams that are very important for my chances of getting a study abroad #however said study abroad would be in about 1.5 years and i'll be applying in october/november #this is Far Away Time and as such is not real until maybe a week or two before #btw mon is early morning tue is morning wed is noon thurs is early to mid afternoon fri is mid to late afternoon to that vague time that #is either early evening or late afternoon depending on one's definition #sat is evening where you haveba fair amount of time and sun is that part of night where you feel like you have infinite time #but you very much do not and suddenly it is 5hrs before your alarm and you need to sleep #OH MY GOD IT'S QUARTER TO 3 #okay um i should sleep gn gn hope anyone who sees this sleeps well and/or has a good day #rrrramblings

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vigorouslycoy · 2 months ago

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i love saying young man and young lady and ma'am when i'm scolding people. it's like bruh but way cuntier

#and 'sir' isn't on the list cuz any guy that i would scold will get 'young man' from me. even if older than me #and i respect my elders enough to not be inclined to scold someone so significantly older than me that 'young man' would be absurd #as in like retirement age people. if i had beef with someone that age i would not take a scolding tone i would take a polite but firm tone #but anyone between 15 and 60 years old is free game. if i need to reprimand u #all guys get: “young man....!” :/#and girls younger than me get “young lady!” :[#and women older than me get “ma'am.... ma'am..?” 0_o #and it really works! idk maybe i just have a formidable air abt me but #y'all should totally try it! i mean i'm sure this depends on the social role you have and gender presentation & vibes etc #but for me as an adult young[ish] looking super feminine person #saying “young man!” in a firm tone to a guy my age or older works like a riding crop with a horse. he'll go wherever i indicate and i don't #even have to be forceful about it. i hold invisible reins #like i remember a long time ago i was working at a bookstore #and there was strictly a no food policy with clear signs n all #and this one dude about my age sat down in one reading nook with his chinese takeaway meal and started to dine :/#and i walked up to him and hit him with my “young man!?”#and my god the speed of his jumping up and packing away his meal. and the sheepish look. :>#and with women about my age it's tricky -- i have to choose between 'young lady' and 'ma'am' based on two factors:#1) which one would likely flatter her and which one would ruffle her feathers? as in does she seem like a doormat #which means 'ma'am' would make her feel good and 'young lady' would push her poor self esteem buttons #or does she seem confident and regal and vain which means 'young lady' would probably be more flattering cuz it indicates she looks young #whereas 'ma'am' coming from a woman her own age would be like a slap in the face like i'm calling her old.#or does she seem normal self-esteem wise as in neither of the above issues. in which case 'ma'am' would be the norm #and 2) which effect am i looking to have in that particular interaction? do i want her feeling slightly flattered or slightly offended?#and when it comes to people under 15 i would not use these terms or the scolding tone. just like with people over 60.#i would take a polite but firm tone if i had to have words with someone under 15. like. people that age don't need any more scolding #on top of what they might alr get at home or school and whatnot #and also they don't need any more of the gender binary stuff that they prob alr get at home and school.#i might say 'bruh' tho depending on the situation

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pilonciillo · 2 months ago

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#4-5ish months i’ve been the main (i’m pretty sure only) person cleaning every weekend #my only days off and through the week clean dishes or load up the washer and pick them up #occasionally someone else w load it but not pick up or vice verse #november i lost all motivation i ask for help i get told they’re tired or they work or later or im met w but i did xyz the other day blah bl #blah blah yk #i tried to clean in nov but i just can’t im tired it’s constant that im cleaning i want to do things not go from work to home for chores to #also cook and then clean up dinner because i also have a job #and when i do something im not like OH well i did xyz! so i won’t do that …no i just say okay because why bring up what i already did things #need to be done why are you arguing with me like we want to bring up receipts? i’ll bring them up #i’m cleaning up clothes that’s not mine i’m cleaning up shit piss ans throw up of a dog that is not mine i walk said dog occasionally #but nope not the other way around why would they do any of that when it’s not theirs ?#i ask them to pick one day to make dinner nope i can’t i’m busy i have xyz …okay i have work gym appts errands too #and since i have cleaned in like a month or over it’s a mess but no one has taken action to fix that it’s just it’s messy in here #that’s why i hate if you need help ask. .#I ASK I DONT GET HELP you ask i help but god forbid i ask #‘but you clean weird’ ‘you do a deep clean’ it’s a regular clean i clean to clean not to light dust and see it be back to how it was in a #day or two. deep clean is i’m up in a ladder cleaning the vents cleaning cabinets shelves i can’t regularly reach or are hard to get to and #honestly that should be a monthly thing #weekly is wipe down appliances. sweep swiffer vacuum and mop the floors. wipe countertops and flat surfaces. flip the chairs around tighten #bolts wash the tablecloth clean the table. vacuum the couches lint roll any cloth surfaces. clean or wipe down the stove/microwave depending #on how dirty. clean bathroom tub toilet sink floors mirror. this is not a deep clean w that you get the fridge and dishwasher windows move t #the furniture to clean under that. i am tired and i dont ever get to finish everything #bathroom stays last and weekends are only so long i also go to the gym or need to go to the store or have ot to do #and ik i brought up here that im depressed but im not bring that up to them because regardless these things need to get done be it a the #worlds slowest pace but does need to happen and i don’t want to use that as an excuse because i will just let myself lay in bed and not show #shower or move does this mentality eat away at me maybe idk but it’s what my parents gave me and it’s not changing i don’t think so here we #are.#we can wait another month and i might be on the up but ill be down again so 🤷‍♀️#like actually i can use a lot of things as an excuse but that doesn’t help anyone does it ?

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giggly-squiggily · 1 year ago

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Heyo 👋 (Hiatus Update)

Hey! I'm still on my hiatus and probably won't be back for another week or so- no real dates or promises but more a vibe-but I wanted to pop in and give y'all a little update since my hiatus post.

I'm better, though not great- but I'm getting there. To be honest, it's kinda difficult to make this little update, and I'm not even going into details about anything, hehe.

The biggest thing I wanted to say is a huge, huge thank you to everyone. Your condolences and messages really helped me get through this, and while I'm still processing it all, I'm beyond grateful to y'all. My heart goes out to those who've lost someone beloved as well; be it a pet or a person- my heart goes out to you and your loved ones through these difficult times.

(God, and I thought 2020 was bad! /hj)

I think I'm gonna try coming back sometime in September/October? No promises but I think I'll be okay enough to return around then. How I feel upon posting this will be my deciding factor lols. I did finish the last few days of Tickletober (yay! :D) so that's something to look forward to, and I updated my Fluffy Forecast (even if I'm not on, I'll still update it for y'all- it gives me something to do, you know?)

Writing wise is still...hesitant. Some fandoms like Spy x Family and Buddy Daddies might be on the backburner due to recent events (that said, please don't be afraid to send prompts/requests in for them; I just likely won't be touching them for a hot minute), but besides that I'm slowly getting back into writing and creating again. My dad wouldn't want me to give up on my passions and life in his passing; he raised me to be strong, and I'm gonna do that for him.

Thank you for reading! Talk to you later! <3

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